You have to understand I love to much and love so hard. I can’t change. It’s how I’ve always been and that’s how I’ve been taught. I’ll never change that about myself even if it means I break my heart over and over again.
I’m starting to feel like i’m just that annoying girl that you say you love. I’m starting to feel like you really don’t love me and just say you do just so you have someone to fuck.
You may not have meant what you said, but those words are attached to me and I can’t help but play them over and over in my head. I’m not made of steel and I can’t easily forget things like that.
I always seem to go to bed wanting to be with you and waking up the same way. I just want you here with me tonight.
How to fuck shit up 101 by Sami Morris
Too much anxiety right now. Maybe it’s because I’m in a foreign country or maybe it’s just me, but either way I’m making a lot of people miserable because of it. I’ve just got to many problems and I don’t understand how people fucking put up with me all the time.